Carol Williams: career and confidence
Carol Williams reflects on her tendency not to seek promotion in the Department of Geodesy and Geophysics, University of Cambridge.
I think … I think because, in a way because there wasn’t a personnel department in Cambridge, I didn’t even know what the different ranks were and what was available. There was one occasion, though, when I did contemplate applying for promotion. And – but somehow I didn’t apply. I think I had the naive notion that if the department thought me good enough, they would invite me to apply. And of course they didn’t invite me to apply. So I remained a research assistant.
Could you talk more generally about why you think it is that your, I suppose what we might call, self-confidence or intellectual self-confidence, seems to have been lower than people around you?
Erm … it may be that I felt my … my education was insufficient. But I was very pleased with the education I got from the grammar school; I didn’t feel that that was inferior in any way. Had I gone to public school I’m not sure if I would have had more confidence or not. I suspect that in many ways my parents hadn’t given me a lot of confidence. As a child I didn’t have any say in anything for – until I was in my mid-teens at least. And I knew I had to – I knew I had to behave in a particular way when my father was around, otherwise he’d get quite irritated. I don’t know.
- Interviewee: Carol Williams
- Duration: 00:02:32
- Copyright: British Library Board
- Interviewer: Paul Merchant
- Date of interview: 4/26/2012
- Shelfmark: C1379/67